2012
It's a new year and I just decided to give this blog another shot...
So I've been back in Sweden for 10 days now and unfortunately it's time to go back to London tomorrow. Time is passing so fast and 10 days seeing both friends and family is way too short! I don't really know how to feel about going back to London tomorrow it's a lot of mixed emotions to be honest.
It's hard to put words into everything that happened this year, both good and bad. I guess the best thing this year was my trip back to Cali to see my host family again. I can still remember the feeling of home and happines filling my whole heart on my way from the airport. A part of me will always be there. And maybe one day I will move back if I'm lucky, who knows what the future holds.
In June I took another big decision and decided to move to London. It was a little more spontaneous but it just felt so right. It's always been a dream of mine living and working in London. I lived that dream and I gues it's coming to an end in the near future... I can just feel it. it's when the dream you been longing for and working for one day becomes reality so much that it's nothing special anymore, the moment you start to dream about something else is the moment you creates an end to something that used to be your dream. One door is closing and another one will open.
I also got promoted this year for a position I been dreaming about working really hard for. Thats the funny thing about dreams. You think about them all the time, soaring away in your mind and putting effort, hard work and sacrifices to pursue them. And once you are there, ones you achived what you been dreaming about another feeling kicks in. It's like winning you taking it all in, let it fill every corner of your body and then it's all over and emptiness is filling up your heart. And before you know it you start all over and fight for the next dream. It takes, tears, pain and power to gain what you desire. But ones you are there you decide to start all over to fight for something else in a blink of an eye. Because in the end you love the way towards the goal as much as you enjoy the success of getting there. But I believe thats the beauty of our dreams. And everybody who has the strenght and will to pursue our every wish, everybody who has the courage to walk against fear and take a risk must somewhere within themselfes love the road that takes us there no matter how hard and bumpy it might be.
For this year that just started I will catch every moment, embrace every opportunity, seek every dream and follow my heart wherever it might take me.
I wish you all a year filled with happines, dreams and memories of a lifetime.
So I've been back in Sweden for 10 days now and unfortunately it's time to go back to London tomorrow. Time is passing so fast and 10 days seeing both friends and family is way too short! I don't really know how to feel about going back to London tomorrow it's a lot of mixed emotions to be honest.
It's hard to put words into everything that happened this year, both good and bad. I guess the best thing this year was my trip back to Cali to see my host family again. I can still remember the feeling of home and happines filling my whole heart on my way from the airport. A part of me will always be there. And maybe one day I will move back if I'm lucky, who knows what the future holds.
In June I took another big decision and decided to move to London. It was a little more spontaneous but it just felt so right. It's always been a dream of mine living and working in London. I lived that dream and I gues it's coming to an end in the near future... I can just feel it. it's when the dream you been longing for and working for one day becomes reality so much that it's nothing special anymore, the moment you start to dream about something else is the moment you creates an end to something that used to be your dream. One door is closing and another one will open.
I also got promoted this year for a position I been dreaming about working really hard for. Thats the funny thing about dreams. You think about them all the time, soaring away in your mind and putting effort, hard work and sacrifices to pursue them. And once you are there, ones you achived what you been dreaming about another feeling kicks in. It's like winning you taking it all in, let it fill every corner of your body and then it's all over and emptiness is filling up your heart. And before you know it you start all over and fight for the next dream. It takes, tears, pain and power to gain what you desire. But ones you are there you decide to start all over to fight for something else in a blink of an eye. Because in the end you love the way towards the goal as much as you enjoy the success of getting there. But I believe thats the beauty of our dreams. And everybody who has the strenght and will to pursue our every wish, everybody who has the courage to walk against fear and take a risk must somewhere within themselfes love the road that takes us there no matter how hard and bumpy it might be.
For this year that just started I will catch every moment, embrace every opportunity, seek every dream and follow my heart wherever it might take me.
I wish you all a year filled with happines, dreams and memories of a lifetime.
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